I want too much

I want too much,
I need too much,
I love too much,


I want adventure,
I want tranquility,


I want to explore,
I want to stay home,


I want the unknown,
I want the familiar,


I want a lover,
I want a friend,


I want a companion,
I want to be alone,


I want to act crazy,
I want to be respected,


I want to own a huge empire,
I want to live in a simple cabin,


I want to sail the high sees, waves crashing,
I want to drift in a pond, gentle breeze crossing my ears,


I want to sit beneath the tree sleeping, hat on my head
I want to climb the tree to the highest point and wave my hat at the world.


I want a love who is kind, loving and supportive,
I want a love who is strong minded and independent.


I want to run away,
I want to fight the good fight.


This is my life,
I love it,
I don’t


But what I do love, is that the universe is so complicated, that all these things are true at the same time.  This duality makes life wonderful and I feel I will never be bored with it.